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| Jackson and Lane, age 12 and 2 respectively |
In our house, we don't
really do holidays - especially hallmark holidays. For me, it's just too much pressure. And yesterday, oh yesterday, if there ever was a day for me to prove my motherhood, it was yesterday.
Jackson had the flu - fainted and spent the day on the couch sleeping and grumbling at all of us.
Blake has the chicken pox - itchy and sleeping in his bed most of the day.
Chase had the flu - high fever, hot and sweaty, and generally listless (which freaks any mother out)
Lane had the flu - high fever, whiny, and wanting to be held all day.
And the good man that gave me these children? He had to go to work at 3am for 12 hours so I was in it to win it by myself.
My mother's day. So instead of eating biscuits and scones and traveling to my brood to church to show off their pretty clothes, I was in the slums. Slugging it at home in a sweat stained shirt and calling my own mother for compassion and encouragement.
But here's the thing. I didnt' really feel THAT sorry for myself because if there ever was a true meaning to a mother's day, it was that my kids were here with me in my house depending on me. Does that make sense? I was MOM yesterday - giving medicine, pouring baking soda into a warm bath, fixing hot chocolates, soothing hot foreheads.
At the end of the day after I changed out of my sweaty clothes, I went into the family room to find my oldest child and youngest child snuggling on the couch. A boy, age 12 and a girl, age 2 - just hanging out. It is moments like that one that make it feel all worth it. That my kids love each other, depend on each other, and depend on me. That's what makes a family, you know? They say that you will sincerely will know a person when she is stressed or bad things are happening to her because that is when the true colors come out. I have to say that yesterday was kind of one of those days. And in the end, I pulled out okay and my kids showed me that I am doing a good job at being their mother.
A good solid "mother's day".